Poetry
Hematophagy is the practice of having a diet based on the consumption of blood — like mosquitoes or vampire bats. Sometimes, the world feels as though it’s swallowing itself, or swallowing me. The world can be draining. This collection of poems is word vomit, done around, and about, a time when I realized I could fight back. I didn’t have to live my life, watching from the audience, anymore. My life could finally be mine, and I’m the one who could mold and turn it into whatever I wanted it to be. This blood in my veins, it’s mine. It’s nobody else’s. These poems in, HEMATOPHAGY, both dissect and celebrate my realization and my pain. I hope these excerpts from this collection are a good representation of it.
The collection itself is of a 101-poem length spanning the feelings of being swallowed, consumed, and ending out on the other side, stronger than I’d ever been before.
Freedom Alone
alone
walking the streets
a broken home
freedom city
nothing forever
free
we wander, wonder
where we should be
freedom city
is home
where is
free?
Hate Bomb
bombs are hate, an
explosion shattering minds
fighting against, not
for
undermining
freedom, quiet
and shades of
red
ones dying
in numbers
love becomes
stronger
once more
Relearning To Sing
steaming throat, esophagus
chokes, flipping itself in and out
of wear, a promise of voice
unlearning how to scream
someday,
I will relearn how to
sing
floating myself
inside my own mind
psyche is felt
through itself unkind
someday,
i will relearn how to
sing
Forgotten Tree
left forgotten, bottom
of a tree
sinking in the roots, the
mud becomes me
humus and insects
eating at my flesh
all i know
is what i don’t
have left
